Both verdicts have arrived.

Within a span of one week, my applications were rejected from two different senior societies (Sphinx and Homecoming Court 2008). Achieving recognition through each of these groups had been goals of mine since entering Ohio State in 2005, and I regret to inform everyone that I have failed to meet these expectations. Furthermore, I will have no more opportunities to make a comeback attempt with either of these assemblies next year as I will be graduating; my goals will never be met.

How do I feel?

Too many words can describe my emotions: disappointed, frustrated, awestruck, pissed, bewildered, curious…Blatantly put, this sucks!

Now, I’m not the type to ridicule those who may have obtained entry into these two elite clubs. Only the cream of the crop receive acceptance, and I whole-heartedly congratulate all of those who will represent our Alma Mater this upcoming year. However, I’m still shocked to find out that I will not be joining them in either capacity. It’s apparent that those pulling the strings consider others to be creamier than me. That’s not how I have always perceived it to be.

Fortunately for me (or perhaps unfortunately depending on your stance), I’ve never been one to be denied for a position. My candidacies have always proven successful ever since I could remember. It was not until my sophomore year at Ohio State did I finally comprehend the meaning and subsequent emotions of rejection; still, I overcame these with just a slight chip on my shoulder.

In the wake of such new rejection notices, my chip has recently turned into a boulder.