So...this week has been a bit of a busy one. Even though I'm finally where I want to be in several of the elements in my life, there's still work to be done. My life is still not where I want it to be right now, but its heading in the right direction. I've always had self-analytical tendencies but never did much after "figuring out" my problem. Some say that such habits are unhealthy, but in my case, they're unaffected and overshadowed by laziness. It wasn't until recently that I discovered this about myself.

Although I'm pulling a Dr. Phil on myself again, I intend to improve upon my shortcomings as a person. I'm not going to let the negative aspects of my character control my life anymore. If I do then my hopes and my dreams will wither and die, and I wouldn't know what to do with my life if such an ill fate were to fall upon me. Enough about that though. Let's move onto other subjects, shall we?

To all those who read this blog, or future readers, I want to let you know why I write. I write because writing is the only thing that makes sense anymore. Its like the sights and sounds of my world are distorted and corrupt, and I need to write to decipher them. I need to decode the foreign language that I'm constantly bombarded by daily. If I don't then the prospect of living is dead to me and I might as well be dead with it.

I don't write to impress people, attract females, or entertain others necessarily, but to push myself to become better than I already am. Although I'm pleased when other's like my pieces, it wouldn't matter to me if they didn't. As long as I write a something that I like, I'm happy.

My inspiration doesn't come from one specific things. It comes from all aspects of my life. Life is what's happening to us daily, and I often find myself writing about how it affects me. I can let people know my point of view of things without creating conflicting, and that has always been a positive aspect of writing to me.

I know some might consider this a rant, but I'm not complaining about anything. Hell, right now, I'm not even mad. All I am doing is informing people about another aspect of myself. I hope that you guys have enjoyed this blog. Until next time readers...