After break, a busy week hampered by a new addiction
Now it will begin.
My lovely, lovely Thanksgiving is over. I got to see my family and go ice-skating with my tiny six-year-old cousin – we fell down a lot, but I thought that was pretty good for the first time out on the ice, what with all those crazy zippy teenagers circling us. We had made so much food we had Thanksgiving twice – the brunch idea didn’t work out because none of the cooks (not me, I swear) woke up quite early enough. In case you were wondering, yes, I did make baklava. It turned out even better than I thought because my grandmother, unbeknownst to me, is an expert at making it. Apparently, she hosted countless tea and card parties where this sumptuous delight made many an appearance. All I had to do was follow her instructions.
Nancy made it also, but when we exchanged samples it was as if we had been working from completely different recipes. I think I know now that we had. You see, I believe my grandmother had surreptitiously altered the recipe by changing up the number of layers and levels of minced nuts and butter so that it was her recipe. But, no complaints. In this instance, leaving my actions up to an authority was a good idea. I guess democracy isn’t always a good thing inside a kitchen. Or maybe, everything in El Paso is just bound to be sweeter…

Recently, (about a week ago I think) I acquired a new vice. How awfully embarrassing to have to admit this – I have become a fan of the Twilight series. I have only just started the second book and if you know how addicting they are you’ll congratulate me on not reading it in the airport or on the plane. I thought I had to start off on the right track – get back into gear and remember the pace of Finals week. It didn’t help that the woman next to me was reading the same book and gasping at every other chapter or that the girl on the plane had a screensaver of its movie scenes. But the couple next to me were really too loud to allow for proper appreciation of it anyways. So I was bombarded by temptation, but no, I read up on China’s political economy and how Mao couldn’t move beyond a revolution. Obviously, I am still distracting myself by writing this blog, but things are getting done as they must.
I have two presentations on the same day this week. Both are very important. One is on the possibility of democracy in Mexico (what, with the drug cartel’s infestation of everything?) and the other is for my Spanish class. I’m afraid that I might get confused and speak in Spanish in my PoliSci class – it is so early – so I’ve begun praying for clear-headedness.
That reminds me of something Tony, my boss, said to me the other day. He said, “You’re not the sponge you once were.� I laugh every time I think about it because I know he was just teasing me – the world knows of my mechanical inabilities – but with all that I’ve learned here, both academically and otherwise – I wonder if it’s true. Is there a point when you start ignoring things? I guess there is a moment when classes and all their interminable assignments seem too much, a point when it is easier to forgo an assignment for an impromptu movie night, but I’m trying to make those choices wisely. There is so much to learn here and it can become so easy to lose the balance and decide that it is your social life that you must devote yourself to, but whatever your choice is I’m sure the entire matter will be nothing you thought you’d ever have to deal with in college because it’s all up to you. Choices are weighty sometimes.
Aside from all that, I was thinking about sage. I had purchased some before my Thanksgiving trip. They conveniently sold it at Central Market in these tiny little plastic bags. So imagine it: a clear baggie of green powder. I couldn’t bring myself to pack it in my suitcase, but I was wondering, if I had been more daring, would it have been too suspicious?
Well, I have rambled on long enough…I think this means I’ve been good enough for about 6 chapters before bed…



