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April 23, 2008

...a room of one's own...

The time has come for me to purge and pack, to say goodbye and find another place called home. Like Woolf, I am searching for a room of my own.

The roommate life was wonderful, both on the soul and the budget. Since August, I have shared a rowhouse with three other graduate students, who were all Returned Peace Corps Volunteers. We were kindred spirits. Although randomly thrown together, we formed a bond and provided each other with support and advice, home-cooked meals and Scrabble matches. Life mirrored episodes from Cheers, Friends, Seinfeld, and, even, Golden Girls. It was uplifting, enlightening, and entertaining. Just reminiscing over our time together invokes the song “Thank You For Being a Friend”. I was very fortunate, especially at $375 a month.

My plans for the future require that I leave my dark room in the basement two blocks from campus. I have so much more of Baltimore to see, so much more to accomplish. I need space and light, a feeling of infinity and invincibility, a fortress, perhaps, of solitude. I need a place that can do more than just house me, but nurture and ground my ideas and creativity. This is normally not advertised in the apartment postings on Craigslist. However, it certainly was there when I viewed the apartment, definitely, in a sense, welcoming me home. I have chosen a one-bedroom apartment in Reservoir Hill rather than in the trendier Mount Vernon or Charles Village. I concluded that a greater refugee, inspiration, and rejuvenation lied in Druid Hills Park than in Starbucks. That, indeed, was priceless.

So when my second semester ends, I will load up my car and drive to another address called home, a scenario repeated numerous times in my nomadic life. However, I know no matter where I go home is always, always in the land and the love, in the sea and the sand.

Of course, you know what the card attached would say… However, if you need help finding your way, your home here in Baltimore, then just email.

…together in the struggle…

…until next write…

April 8, 2008

...spread thin..

The ending has begun…please cue Prince’s Purple Rain. I have so many tasks to accomplish before the lights dim, before the sound stops, before I turn, pausing for a moment, and walk away.

As I felt in the beginning, I feel even more so now: spread too thin. In the words of Bilbo Baggins, it’s like “butter over too much bread.” Of course, I would not prefer it any other way…

…even in this time full of deadlines, the self, the spirit comes to life in new ways. What I have learned gives birth to possibilities, to plans, to new parts of the self taking their first voyages out into the world. There is belief and action, hope and imagination, loss and gain. All is bright and beautiful.

All that I have juggled, balanced, stretched over too much bread has calloused the hands, fattened the body, and colored the eyes…purple…perhaps. There is a life in flight, moving off into the beyond. Beyond the beyond… Cue the Prince…and let it rain.

…together in the struggle…

…until next write…




Chad

Chad

Concentration: Clinical work with children
Undergraduate School: Emory University
From: O'ahu, Hawaii
Interests: Sculpture, prose, music, photography, and film




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